you long for something more darling

why do i even write on this blog? i asked myself every so often. i stumbled upon bloggess.com and similiar other blogs and they get so many readers and comments... and granted they don't talk about their significant other in EVERY post and are a lot more witty than i am and have books published and so on and so forth... i still wish i could be as cool or popular. i think two people read this. bobby and steph. i could branch out.. i could write about more interesting things. i could make the layout more inviting.. more dynamic... but i'm too lazy and haven't learned dreamweaver.... yet. 

so here's my resolution (4 months early) -- i will keep up with this and just write about whatever i feel like. but right now, i've got nothin. sigh.

alas, maybe tomorrow.