have i told you lately that i love you?

i've been told that i'm slacking, in reference to writing on this blog, by the only person who reads it. and so, although i don't have a particular subject to write about.. i guess i'll just jump around to and from random topics in hopes that this will suffice. 

in just a week i'll be going up to boston for the holidays. spending christmas and new years with him and his family, its kind of a big deal. i'm excited but i will miss being at home with my family too. and this makes me think of the future, how hard it is that our families live forever far apart? eventually we'll have to make a decision to live here or there and one of our families will have to deal with the distance. i already understand leaving family -- we left michigan and move to tennessee where we knew no one. and it's hard to be so far away from family, whether its extended or immediate. so, like i said, one day a decision will have to be made and although right now is not the time.. it's hard to say i'd be able to leave my friends and family. but then if i couldn't, how could i ask him to? its true that love is a sacrifice.. give and take.. but how to figure out if its fair when it comes to major life decisions. well, i supposed i've got a few more years to figure it out, huh? 

well, i've gotten bored writing... which means you've probably gotten bored reading and so i'll end the boredom now.