it takes some work to make it work

i should have taken a shower.

its been rough trying to get back into a normal sleep schedule. spring break kept me up til 1 or 2 everynight with plenty of sleep in time. but now that school is back in session, those late nights are kicking my butt. i can wake up early, but it's hard... and then i get really sleepy around 1pm and then later again around 6pm.... but once the night rolls around and its time for bed, i'm wide awake. midnight is when i start to think maybe i should get some rest. i'm not even tired before that.

so last night around 1am, he texts me and surprise surprise, i'm not asleep yet. it's funny how we both just know... see, the things he wrote were full of vague ideas, that were anything but vague to me. and five minutes of texting, led to an hour of tossing and turning, trying to sleep but having my mind wide awake. whether it was what we had been talking about, or my horrible sleep schedule, or both -- in the end i fell asleep, only to miss my alarm -- completely NOT hear it, at all! - and wake up late... to a very sweet, good morning text, but to ten minutes til class. i hoped out of bed, a ran to the shower, only to undress, wrap the towel around me and come back to my room.

i skipped my morning shower. the words gross me out. because if you know me... you know, its bad. not like, i stink bad. i smell very good actually. berry kiss by victoria secret is amazing. no no, it's my hair. my greasy disgusting wash DAILY hair, that a recklessly pulled into a slick (ew) ponytail and high tailed it to class... only to sit down on the last computer in the back (which i actually perfer now, its cozy and gives more privacy) and wait... wait...

and i'm still waiting... for the teacher to look at my thumbnails for class. this is definitely a pointless class. and i skipped my shower for it. what was i thinking? definitely not worth it.